Beloved
Episode 15
Ran,
I'm going to be late.
Don't wait up for me and go to bed first.
It must have been tiring all this time.
Living as Baek In Kyung's husband,
Take it.
From now on, you are...
Free.
What's wrong?
Now that you finally have what you've wanted,
are you suddenly all confused?
If you openly show how happy you are,
I thought I'd be sad.
Your response isn't all that bad.
Can I ask what made you change your mind all of a sudden?
My decision wasn't made suddenly.
The man who'd rather go to prison than to be with me.
The man who'd rather be a convict than to be with me.
The man who ran away at the airport, to not be with me.
The man who has some other woman in his heart.
The man who would risk his own life for some other woman.
He became too boring to me.
It's been a while.
Forget about someone like me.
That's all I can say.
You don't have to be so serious just because this is the end.
On a day like today,
why don't we go enjoy our last meal together?
Why are you here?
Chan Joo,
I thought you would be here.
Let's go back to Seoul.
I know why you came here, but...
I don't like you acting this way.
I will come back after I have a few days off.
Just go.
What are you going to do here all by yourself, now that your father isn't here anymore?
Why do you care?
I told you.
I don't appreciate you doing this.
Don't bother me.
Just go.
Are you really going to do this?
Your phone has been off.
Not even a word about where you are going.
On my way down here,
do you have any idea how worried I was?
Why?
Just because people point fingers at me,
you think I'd give up on my life?
You're right.
I thought something might've happened to you.
During more than two hour drive,
there was one thought that I couldn't get out of my head.
Do you know what it was?
I can't live my life without thinking about Seo Chan Joo.
Everytime something happens to you,
I would be running around crazily.
Although we live separately, we aren't truly separated.
If this is how it's going to be,
let's be honest.
What is it that you want to say?
Let's start over.
If you only change your mind,
we can get back together.
I will pretend that I didn't hear that.
No,
give it a serious thought.
Why are you so stubborn?
This is something I have to take responsibility for.
We've decided to go our separate ways.
Starting over will be...
too late.
It is late, but...
I'm trying to say that we should fix it before it's too late.
That's why I drove all the way down here.
Since the divorce,
there hasn't been a single moment where I have not thought about you.
I don't think I can ever forget you, either.
I know that you feel the same way.
Let's leave early tomorrow morning.
This is an ironic place for a feast.
I've always wanted to eat at a place like this on our dates.
Not as an heiress to a conglomerate,
but as a normal couple.
We could have roasted pork belly with Soju.
We could have talk about how our days went.
We could have mingle and joke with other people.
This will sound a bit awkward, since we are ending our marriage,
but today is the first time I can talk like this.
Should we have some Soju?
Are you going to be okay?
- A bottle of Soju, please. - Sure.
Here it is.
I will pour you a glass.
Eun Hyuk,
for the last time,
can you give me a hug?
Goodbye.
Alright.
I wish you good luck.
Thank you.
Take care.
Hello?
Is this Baek In Kyung?
This is Dr. Han.
We just got the result from your last checkup.
It doesn't look good.
I want you to come in for another checkup tomorrow.
I will.
Bye, Jin Se.
Tonight, don't think about anything. Just go to bed.
Jin Se.
You...
are you sure you can be happy with me again?
I can try.
Then I will try.
Jin Se.
We...
What if we've gone too far apart?
We...
Can we possibly go back?
You also...
should be having the same thoughts.
Goodbye.
What are we to each other indeed?
Can we get back together?
Do we really want to go back together?
Is it that we want to go back,
or we have to go back?
What is certain is...
that we are...hurting.
Mister,
where have you been?
I saw some friends.
You saw your ex-wife, didn't you?
Why are you lying to me?
You still can't forget her.
When something happens to her, you are out the door to be with her.
Why did you ask me to live with you if this is what you were going to do?
Why did you ask me to live with you if you're going to make me this lonely?
Let's talk later.
Why are you avoiding me?
Let's talk now.
Ran,
let's talk later.
No!
I want to talk now.
Since I moved in,
I thought if I did well,
you would understand how I feel and you would only think of me.
That's what I've been thinking.
But,
I can't do that any more.
What's the point of me trying?
When you still can't forget about your ex-wife.
The memories that you had with her...
no matter how hard I try to erase them,
you still reminisce the times that you were with her which I don't know about.
Ran,
I'm tired.
Please let's talk later.
How long are you going to be like this?
How long do we have to live like this?
For god's sake,
when will you care for me?
Whenever you do that,
I wish your ex-wife would disappear for good.
Hong Ran.
Whenever I have such thoughts,
I hate myself for it.
I feel like a fool and a loser.
I'm about to go crazy.
For god's sake, when can you think of me?
When?
When will you care for me?
Chan Joo, what's going on?
I'm worried because I can't get in touch with you.
Baek In Kyung and I signed the paper.
You don't have to call me.
Just send me a text...please.
Honey, how are you going to work without your purse?
- Shh! - What is it?
Is that Jin Se?
Why is Jin Se sleeping here?
Well...I'm not sure.
- That is odd. - Shh!
Just let him be.
It doesn't look good.
I don't know how you've been taking care of yourself recently.
According to the result from your last checkup,
you did not take good care of yourself.
As a of result of complication from diabetes,
there is a kidney failure.
Kidney failure?
Yes, it's a bit serious.
You should be hospitalized immediately.
Then,
it doesn't look good.
Our only option would be an organ transplant.
In the meantime, we will try to find your match through the donor's database.
You should go get ready for the admission process.
What on earth happened to you?
- I will have the same thing, please. - Sure.
I'm really sorry.
How did the canceled interview get resolved?
Don't worry about that.
Jin Se heard Han Soo and me talking and left in a hurry.
Did he come down to Chung Joo?
Yes.
Was everything okay?
Of course, nothing happened.
Seriously,
nothing happened, right?
Why do you ask?
It's just that...
I saw Jin Se sleeping in the office this morning.
He looked all tired.
So, I was wondering...
It's all good. Nevermind.
Maybe I was mistaken.
By the way,
with Eun Hyuk,
is everything going well?
Baek In Kyung...
signed the divorce paper.
But,
I told him...
that I want to end it with him.
Chan Joo.
Myung Jin,
I think I want to go abroad.
I want to travel.
That sounds good.
Go far away and clear your head, then come back.
Yes.
I'll sort out everything then come back.
But,
out of curiosity...
Whatever it is, I'd appreciate it. I will pretend that I heard it.
Han Soo.
Hi there, what's wrong?
I'm not feeling well.
- Is something bothering you? - Yes.
Let me see. What's wrong?
I'm so upset because of Chan Joo.
It sounds like Jin Se came down when she was in Chung Joo.
Considering the fact he went all the way to Chung Joo,
Jin Se still has feelings for Chan Joo.
What can he do even if he has feelings for her?
They are already divorced.
Wait a minute!
About Choi Eun Hyuk,
his wife finally signed the divorce paper.
Did she?
What good is it?
Chan Joo said that she wants to move on and start a new life by herself.
I'm not comfortable with the idea of her leaving all by herself.
When is she leaving?
Sometime this week.
Wow...
Let her leave when she wants to leave.
And let him forget about her.
Hey guys, Ran! Ho Gee!
Guys!
Listen up!
The road to fame has just opened up for you.
The road to fame?
Do you remember the exhibition game last time?
It's an agency from England.
Today, they made a decision to scout you two.
- Scout us? - You!
Listen up!
This rarely happens.
They said that they wanted to pick and train dancers from Asia.
And they picked you two!
Now we are heading straight to England.
What am I going to do?
Ran,
your happiness is just about to start after all this hardship.
We've made it.
Do I have to go?
What?
What are you talking about now?
Of course, you have to go.
Ho Gee,
what is she talking about?
Let me go talk to her.
- Gosh, are you kidding me? - Wait, Ran!
Hong Ran!
You...
this is a chance that comes once in a lifetime.
You didn't even think about it for five minutes. You just toss it away.
I'm sorry to you, but...
I don't feel like going.
That's what I'm saying. Why do you not feel like it? Why?
Is this because of that guy?
Because you don't want to stay away from him?
Anyway,
the director said that he would discuss it with them.
You can go find a different partner.
Ran!
Hong Ran!
Jin Se, what are you doing tonight?
Nothing special.
Do you know that Chan Joo is leaving the day after tomorrow?
Why don't you come and join us to go for a drink tonight?
I didn't tell them that you were coming.
You should at least say good bye since it's the last time.
Who are you here for? You can't go in. - Mister.
Can we talk?
It's the guy from before. It's okay, Yoon Ah. Go back to work.
It's okay. Thank you.
By the way,
you shouldn't make a scene at anyone's place of work.
I don't even know what to do at this point.
I'm just so pissed off that I can't think straight.
Han Soo, it's okay.
Let's go to some place quiet.
I don't care if it's quiet or not...
Do you know that Ran is about to miss an opportunity of a lifetime because of you?
What?
She's such a fool.
She was offered to compete in England.
She doesn't want to go because of you.
To a dance athlete, this is an once in a lifetime opportunity.
She wants to throw it away.
First, you talked her into living with you.
And now, you are standing in her way?
Mister,
you are the worst thing that has happened in her life.
That is too harsh.
Before Ran met you, she...
was ambitious.
She didn't have family.
And she didn't have much.
So she wanted to succeed with dancing.
She was practicing every single day in the studio.
All that is going to be for nothing,
because of you.
This could be her last chance!
How did this happen?
Wait,
why all of a sudden, what's happened?
You must be surprised.
I'm okay.
In Kyung.
Don't be so serious.
It's not good for the patient.
I didn't pay attention to my health.
I'm sorry.
I thought you were doing just fine.
I forgot about this for some time.
Whew...
If your late father knew about this,
he would be very upset.
Then from now on,
you can pay more attention to me.
Because you are acting this way,
you seemed like a good father.
It doesn't become with you.
I don't remember when was the last time I laughed like this.
Being sick isn't all that bad.
Does he know what is going on with you now?
We have nothing to do with each other now.
I don't want sympathy from him, just because I'm sick.
I'm going to get some sleep.
Okay.
I will come back.
Cheers!
Look!
How often do you pack and unpack?
Are you an expert in packing?
Is this time for real?
Hey!
When a friend wants to start her new life,
the least you could do is to wish her the best.
I was just making a joke.
Was that funny to you?
Chan Joo, you know how I feel?
Of course, you are the only one for me.
We've gathered here today thanks to Chan Joo.
Shall we have a ball tonight?
Shall we go dancing?
Our friend is going away.
Can you think about the reason that we are here today?
Besides, you are a middle-aged woman! Stop partying!
Okay, okay!
Now that we have our appetizer, let's toast.
Hold on. Wait a minute!
We can't have a farewell party without a cake.
- Have a seat. - Have a seat, Jin Se.
- Have a seat. - Have a seat.
Have a seat.
Why is it awkward all of a sudden?
I was just thinking that, too.
- Excuse me. Two more beer please. - Yes.
Mmm...It's good.
Here comes the beer.
Since we have everybody here today,
- shall we toast? - Sure,
It sure has been a while. Cheers!
Cheers!
By the way,
are you leaving tomorrow?
What time is your flight?
I told you a minute ago that the departure time was 9 in the morning.
I'm sorry. This heat has got to me.
Chan Joo,
will you get me a present when you come back?
Ja Young...
Excuse me, I have to use the restroom.
Sure.
Go to her.
Follow her to the restroom.
I agree.
Go ahead.
Eun Hyuk, I have a favor to ask of you.
Don't ask me why.
Can you just do it for me?
I'd like you to do it.
Okay.
Are you all ready?
Yes, I'm about ready.
For how long are you going to stay?
I still feel the same way.
I wanted to let you know again.
- I will wait, Chan Joo. - Jin Se,
I'm not going alone.
He is coming with me.
His wife signed the divorce paper.
Now, the two of us...
can be together without others judging us.
So, you should also...
I hope everything works out between you and her.
You are a better match with her than with me.
Anyway,
I want to try to live a happy life.
Wait, Chan Joo.
Isn't it time for you to wish me good luck, too?
Let's go back.
Have a good trip!
Have a safe trip, too.
Take me with you.
I will see you when I get back.
Cheers!
It's cool!
Have you decided where to go?
Oh, I'm jealous.
I'm sorry but I will be leaving first.
Don't be sorry.
Something like this...is nothing to me.
No,
even if it had been a worse situation,
I wouldn't have cared.
If you can leave freely this way,
that's all that matters.
For now, just focus on your feelings.
I will.
We can start our new lives tomorrow.
We can start all the way from the beginning.
I won't keep you waiting any more.
Okay.
The morning flight is at 11 am tomorrow.
Everything is ready.
Just show up on time.
Chan Joo.
Eun Hyuk,
you just said that I should only think about how I feel now.
I'm leaving.
Do you want to go wash up first?
Breakfast is almost ready.
Can you come and sit down?
I have something to tell you.
Why are you all serious this morning?
Let's talk about serious stuff after we eat.
I...
was with my ex-wife the other night.
I went to see her in Chung Joo.
Ran,
I don't want to lie to you anymore.
Just...
I will tell you everything honestly.
By any chance,
are you uncomfortable because I talked about marriage?
Actually, it just came out.
Because I was feeling hurt.
We don't have to have couple rings.
It's not important.
No,
it's not because of that.
I want to stop deceiving myself and to stop hurting your feelings.
Until now,
it's true that it has been hard for you and you have been insecure, isn't it?
Then why are you doing this now?
Don't you think it's hurting me?
Mister, why are you doing this?
This is not you.
Why are you acting like someone I don't know?
By any chance,
did Ho Gee come see you?
Ho Gee came to tell you about the scout offer from England, isn't it?
If that's the reason, I wouldn't go.
Ran,
- I can't be of help to you. - No, it's not that.
-You are the only one I have. - No,
if I say it more honestly,
I can't rely on you.
The competition in England means nothing to me.
I don't have to go. That's all.
No, it's not because of that.
Whether you go to England or not,
it doesn't matter. What matters is...
between you and me.
It's our relationship.
In fact,
this may sound mean, but I will just say it.
I...
tried to...love you.
But,
that was it.
I can't think of you more than that.
I can't help it.
Ran,
before it's too late,
when we can still go back,
let's go back.
Can you move out?
Come and have breakfast.
I know you like folded egg.
I made the dried pollack soup because you drank a lot last night.
Is there a place you can go back to?
I don't.
I don't have any place to go back to.
I will do better.
Give me one more chance.
If it's still not right then,
I will move out.
Yes, Sir.
I didn't expect I would have to call you again.
But you just never know what happens in life.
What is this about?
Okay.
Have a seat.
Is there still something else?
I know that I don't deserve to see you face to face.
But,
I called you because I thought you should know.
Yesterday, I went to the hospital.
In Kyung is very sick.
Her condition regressed recently.
I guess she didn't talked about it.
She needs a kidney transplant.
What?
What brings you here?
How did this happen?
As you can see it.
Don't look at me like that.
Patients need total relaxation.
The way you're looking at me makes me nervous.
How could you possibly think about hiding it when it has gotten to this point?
Eun Hyuk,
when you become too relaxed,
you could get sick. What's the big deal?
When we started to date,
you told me that
as long as I properly took care of it,
it was a manageable disease.
From now on,
I can just start to take better care of it.
You look sad.
You are embarrassing me.
Eun Hyuk,
I like calling your name over again.
Eun Hyuk,
I just took some medicines.
I feel drowsy.
I am sleepy.
In Kyung,
is there anything I can do to help?
I will get some sleep.
That's all I want.
- Your lunch is here. - Please bring it into the office.
- Black-bean-sauce noodles are here. - Hello.
I love it. Long time no see.
- How much is it? - It's $15.
Okay, this is good.
It smells good. It's been a while.
- This looks so yummy. - Enjoy.
See you.
Ran, what are you doing? Let's eat.
This is so good. It smells good, too. Hurry!
Come eat black-bean-sauce noodles.
Hurry. It looks so good.
Eat up!
- Sir, - Yes?
Couldn't you order sweet and sour pork, too?
Come on.
We are having a group of thirty students this Thursday.
That day, you can eat all the sweet and sour pork until you are full.
Sure.
Ran, wait a second. I will get it ready for you.
We should eat black-bean-sauce noodles in the summer.
It smells so good.
Go ahead.
Come on. Eat.
Ran, why aren't you eating?
Eat some.
It's crazy hot today.
Can we install an air conditioner in this building?
It's not good for your health.
It's good.
It's yummy.
Ran, you might get sick. Slow down.
Why is she doing that again?
Gosh, why are you doing this?
Hong Ran,
you've changed so much since you met that guy.
Come to your senses!
You don't need to be concerned.
Do you know how hard it is to just watch you these days?
Do you know how stupid you look?
How do I look?
Do you think it's only you in the world who knows how to love?
What's so special about your love that you are always suffering and hurting?
Ho Gee,
it's not hard for me at all.
The time I spend with him is ...
the happiest time of my life.
Don't kid yourself!
He's with you physically, but his mind is somewhere else.
- Don't you know? - It's not true.
Hong Ran!
Look at your situation closely.
You picked a married man when there were plenty of single men available.
You got him divorced and moved in with him.
From the beginning, you made several people unhappy.
Yourself...
You degraded yourself.
Park Ho Gee!
- How can you... - What's the matter?
Is what I said wrong? Okay.
Since we are on that subject, I will say it all.
How can you say so lightly of not wanting to go to England?
It's an opportunity that many people wish for, but can't get it.
And you are throwing it all away because of a man?
England?
What's so important about it?
We've been practicing with the same goal for the past three years.
It was our goal and hope.
And you gave it up so easily.
You even managed to destroy my dream of those years.
Park Ho Gee!
Tell me the truth!
England was...
it was your dream, not mine.
What?
You...
I tried so hard to understand you. I've held back again and again.
I tried to get there with you no matter what.
But now I know better.
Like you said, I will go find a different partner.
That's a big sigh.
When did you come in?
I came back from the sites.
Because I have to make money.
Is Chan Joo leaving the day after tomorrow?
Jin Se,
since she is already plan to leave, make it easy for her.
Say your farewell and start your new life.
Why are you here at this hour?
Why is the editor in chief being like that to me?
Does she want to play an ego game?
Are you okay?
Are you bloated?
Myung Jin.
I will swing by your place in twenty minutes.
That's okay.
It won't take long.
Chan Joo, listen to me.
I've finally earned my freedom after all that.
How I can let go of this opportunity?
Let's leave together.
Excuse me.
Hello, this is Choi Eun Hyuk.
Mr. Choi, this is a secretary to Director Baek, Chung Do Young.
And...
Director Baek has gone into a shock. It doesn't look good.
Shock?
Dr. Han wants to see you immediately.
Can you perhaps come in now?
Okay, I will call back.
I will call you.
It's the morning flight at 11 am tomorrow.
Don't you have to go to the hospital?
President, let's go in.
We have the final result from the checkup.
It doesn't look good.
It's getting drastically worse.
Right now,
we should expect the worst just in case.
I'm sorry.
You will have to prepare yourself for the worst.
In Kyung and you...
had some difficult times.
What can you do? It's all in the past.
When you couldn't share happiness with each other,
how can you call that a love?
After all,
aren't you leaving with that woman?
You are leaving, aren't you?
From now on,
it's our family matter.
And mine.
You can stay out.
You go your way.
It will be better for In Kyung.
Jin Se,
I'm not going alone.
He's coming with me.
Now two of us ...
can be together without others judging us.
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